One month from today, I will be getting ready to graduate. Along with hundreds of other students, I will have the privilege of walking across the stage of the O’Dome and will accept my diploma. This time, graduating feels very different. When I graduated from high school, I felt like my life was just starting. I had so very much to look forward to – moving away from home, being closer to Tom, starting over on my grades (not that they were bad in high school, but I always like the thought of having a clean slate). Everyone that I graduated with was saying goodbye, and it was a bittersweet feeling. Now, I am dreading saying goodbye to some of the very best friends I have ever had. I’m not going to miss the classes, papers or bus rides. But I’ll have a really difficult time when I have to say goodbye to those that I have become so close to. Thankfully, they will all be at my wedding. They are the types of friends that you want for a lifetime.
Although I don’t feel like I am just starting my life, I am entering a new chapter. After years and years and years of dreaming about law school, I am on my way! I have literally dreamt about going to law school since I was in elementary school. I’ll also be bringing with me to my new school a husband and a family (well, the dogs and cat are our family, too). I am so excited about what the future holds for me.
Reflecting on the past four years really makes me feel proud and successful. There have been many challenges along the way – three major changes, relationship troubles, friendship troubles, trying to balance school, work and play – but I’ve managed to do it all. All the goals I set up for myself I have accomplished, and I am so very proud to say that.
This morning, I am going to be mailing my graduation announcements to friends and family. It’s a way for me to say, “Hey, look, I did it! I reached my goals!” It’s one of the most rewarding feelings.
For those of you who are graduating – whether it be from college, high school, or even if you’re just experiencing a change in your life in the next few months – I wish you nothing but luck and success. I can’t wait to hear all about your journies (hopefully, you’ll be sharing them).



#1 by emmysuh on April 3, 2009 - 10:43 am
First of all, those good wishes are coming right back atcha from me.
I feel similar — high school graduation (besides the fact I was in a WRECK that day and was all sore and bruised) was kind of like, “YES. I’m finished with this bit and I’m on to new adventures!” There was nostalgia, yes, but graduation was inevitability, not something I really worked hard at.
I’ll be graduating in a month and a week (SWEET JESUS CANNOT BELIEVE I JUST TYPED THAT) and I can’t believe it. I am really ensconced in my life here at Murray, it seems like my LIFE now and now it’s over, and although I’m happy, I’m insanely surprised that I pulled it off. Graduation this time feels like a GOAL COMPLETED with hard work, instead of the product of showing up everyday for four years like in high school.
Good post and food for thought, Bobs, I’ll post my version sometime soon.
#2 by Rachie on April 3, 2009 - 1:03 pm
Aw you’re so sweet!
I know I’ve told you this but CONGRATS!!! I can’t wait for the day I graduate. Although I will not be walking (because I don’t want to subject my family to HOURS of sitting in the hot sun watching other parent’s children) I can understand why it’s exciting.
#3 by kalen on April 6, 2009 - 7:41 pm
i LOVE new chapters like this. *squee* :) enjoy & congrats babe… i felt so good back in december when i knew i was done… it’s amazing
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#4 by jess on April 7, 2009 - 6:38 pm
congratulations! i wish i could be graduating. it’s untelling when i’ll finish college. you’re a great inspiration.